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Feb 27, 2015 21:44:57 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 27, 2015 21:44:57 GMT -5
Clara couldn't stop herself from crying now, even though she hated crying in front of other people. Wrapping her arms around Alec, she hugged him as tight as she could. "Its not your fault," she said. Clara knew it was selfish of her to wish for Alec to stay alive. After all, of he stuck around he'd most likely be fighting cancer for the duration of his life. Clara couldn't wish that on anyone. "I love you, you idiot," she said quietly.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 21:52:26 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 27, 2015 21:52:26 GMT -5
Alec just hugged Clara tightly and finally he started to cry too. "I love you too," He said. He just let go of the hug.
He sat on a bed. "I don't want to die," Alec said quietly. "I don't wanna live and I don't wanna die. I don't wanna do this," Alec said. Tears streamed down his face. He d isn't like showing his emotions but he seemed to be doing that lately.
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Jun 23, 2016 14:50:43 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 21:58:24 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 27, 2015 21:58:24 GMT -5
Clara sat down on the bed next to Alec, leaning her head on his shoulder. "I know," she said. "I think we all reach a point where we are afraid of dying but even more afraid of dying...but then we wake up one day and none of it matters anymore. Whether we win. Whether we lose. Either way its going to be better than what were doing now." Clara was practically quoting Emmett's last words to Alec, but of course he didn't know that.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 22:03:19 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 27, 2015 22:03:19 GMT -5
Alec just looked at the ground. "I don't want to lose everybody, " Alec said. He ran a hand through his hair. He really wanted to make a recovery. Nothing was working. It was horrible. He was a ticking time bomb.
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Feb 27, 2015 22:39:37 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 27, 2015 22:39:37 GMT -5
Clara looked up at Alec. "You're never going to losing me. Life or death. Okay?" she said. It didn't really make any sense, but Clara was starting to believe lots of things that didn't make any sense ever since her 'visit' from Emmett. "You aren't going to get rid of me no matter how hard you try." A quirky grin slipped across her lips and she giggled.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 28, 2015 9:40:56 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 28, 2015 9:40:56 GMT -5
Alec sighed and looked at Clara. His cheeks were blotches red and tears stained his cheeks. "Can we sneak out? " Alec asked. He wasn't allowed to go out because of how bad he had gotten but he wanted to drive. "People drive all the time when they're sick," Alec said in defense. He figured he could drive. There wouldn't be a problem.
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Feb 28, 2015 10:17:45 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 28, 2015 10:17:45 GMT -5
Clara shook her head. "That's definitely a bad idea," she said. With the amount of machines he had hooked up to him, sneaking out wasnt even really an option. Clara would have offered to drive, but that wasn't an option either. They were actually stuck there for the first time in a long time.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 28, 2015 10:33:36 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 28, 2015 10:33:36 GMT -5
Alec rolled his eyes at Clara. "It is not," alec pouted. He crossed his arms and looked at Clara. He knew she was just looking put for him but he wanted to live a little. He wanted to feel less dead. A person shouldn't feel dead when they're not even dead. Alec gave Clara the puppy dog eyes and really hoped that it'd work.
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Feb 28, 2015 10:45:55 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 28, 2015 10:45:55 GMT -5
Clara was never one to worry about breaking the rules, but this time she really cared. "We won't even make it to the parking lot before were caught," she said with a shrug. "You've got doctors coming in and out of here like crazy. Its not like they won't notice were gone." Clara hadnt been getting in much trouble lately, but then again getting in trouble usually required having two legs.
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Feb 28, 2015 11:00:35 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 28, 2015 11:00:35 GMT -5
"You don't live life on the dangerous side anymore. You've lost your spark," alec said. He gave her some more puppy dog eyes. He took out his keys. "One last time pleasee," alec begged.
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Feb 28, 2015 11:21:50 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 28, 2015 11:21:50 GMT -5
Clara sighed and shook her head again. "We can't," she said. "I'm not even supposed to leave my own room, let alone the building. And neither are you." Clara felt bad turning him down, so she knew she had to think of something else they could do. "We should still do something fun, though. Like a get together or something. I don't know." Clara's mind wasn't in the right place at that moment, or she would have had a million ideas.
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Feb 28, 2015 11:26:27 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 28, 2015 11:26:27 GMT -5
"We already do that," alec said quietly. He didn't feel like turning Clara down but he didn't want to continue doing the same thing. He had been stuck on this bad for ages and he was tired of it. He just laid back down against the bed.
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Feb 28, 2015 11:55:16 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 28, 2015 11:55:16 GMT -5
Clara shook her head. "Not just us," she said. "We could invite Tristan and Rosie and even that crazy volunteer chick. It'll be fun?" Clara wanted the idea to sound more interesting than it was, but there wasn't a whole lot you could do in a hospital without going anywhere.
"I wish we could have a dance or something in this place," she said. "Ive wanted to go to prom ever since I was little and now I'll never get to." Clara wasn't usually the dance type of girl, but Prom had always been her one exception.
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