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Feb 26, 2015 21:20:59 GMT -5
Post by Tristan Fray on Feb 26, 2015 21:20:59 GMT -5
Being sick was horrible. Being sick with cancer was even worse. The time in Alec's clock was running low and eventually he accepted that he's going to die. He decided to wrote his will. Just in case he died after he turned eighteen.
He decided to text Clara to help. He was now sat with a laptop on his lap and a tv show he loved (Hannibal).
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Jun 23, 2016 14:50:43 GMT -5
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Feb 26, 2015 21:38:39 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Feb 26, 2015 21:38:39 GMT -5
Clara got the text from Alec asking her to help with his will, and she seriously considered sending back something like "You're not dead yet, no", but then she realized that Alec wasn't trying to make her feel sad. He was just planning ahead. As much as Clara wanted to deny it, she knew that Alec didn't have much time left. And so she headed to his room. "Hey," she said as she walked in and plopped down on Tristan's bed. She wasn't sure where he was, but it obviously wasn't there.
Clara glanced at Alec's computer screen and saw something extremely disgusting. "What the hell are you watching?" she asked, laughing a little.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 26, 2015 21:46:51 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 26, 2015 21:46:51 GMT -5
Alec didn't see Clara walk in until she walked in front of the tv. "Hannibal. It's awesome!" He looked over at Clara. "Ready to get to will writing? " Alec asked.
He turned off the tv before he got too into it. Plus he didn't think Clara would enjoy watching people getting killed like that.
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Jun 23, 2016 14:50:43 GMT -5
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Feb 26, 2015 21:54:22 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Feb 26, 2015 21:54:22 GMT -5
Clara sighed, swallowing hard. "Yeah, sure," she said, faking a smile. Clara pulled a pen out from her hair (there was usually one up there somewhere), and then thought for a moment. "Any idea where to start?" she asked. Clara had never written a will before. She didn't think she'd have to worry about it for a long time.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 8:35:16 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 27, 2015 8:35:16 GMT -5
"Nope, " Alec said. He looked over at Clara. "Maybe my college fund?" Alec asked. He had a ton of money in his college fund. It would never go to college because he wasn't ever going to college.
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Feb 27, 2015 8:37:48 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 27, 2015 8:37:48 GMT -5
Clara sighed, and then nodded. "Yeah, sure," she said. "What do you want to do with it?" Clara honestly had no idea what she was doing, and she didn't really want to be doing it. Alec was going to live. He had to. She couldn't go on without him. It would be Emmett all over again.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 8:48:43 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 27, 2015 8:48:43 GMT -5
Alec contemplated taht for a moment. He had no idea what he was actuallyging to do with all this stuff. He just felt like it needed to go somewhere. He pursed his lips. He shrugged and continued to think.
"I mean my parents don't need the money," Alec said quietly. He wanted to do something to help someone but he didn't know what to do. "Maybe a cancer charity and maybe some to someone else who needs it?" Alec suggested.
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Jun 23, 2016 14:50:43 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 8:51:40 GMT -5
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Post by Clara Austin on Feb 27, 2015 8:51:40 GMT -5
Clara nodded. "That works," she said. "But well have to find a good one. None of that Susan G Komen shit." Anyone with cancer knew that the charities that had a lot of money were the ones that did the least to help. Clara pulled out her phone and started googling charities. "What next?" she asked.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 18:15:08 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 27, 2015 18:15:08 GMT -5
"I want my car to you," Alec didn't want the car going to some stranger. He and Clara used to just go out of the hospital when they weren't too bad. They normally just got lunch or whatever but it was still good memories to him. Him, Emmett and Clara.
He got a ad at the thought and looked over at a picture of him, Emmett and Clara. "At least I'll be with Emmett, " Alec said quietly almost broken. "And my dad."
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Feb 27, 2015 19:31:50 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Feb 27, 2015 19:31:50 GMT -5
Clara felt tears pricking at her eyes, but she hid it well. If there was any skill that Clara had learned while living in a hospital, it was how to keep a straight face. But then she shook her head. "I already have a car," she said. Clara's parents had gotten her a car for her sixteenth birthday, even though now her license was suspended until she learned how to use her prosthetic leg. She'd only actually driven her car a handful of times, but she didn't feel like she needed two cars.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 19:36:37 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 27, 2015 19:36:37 GMT -5
"Yeah but I want you to have my car," Alec said swallowing the lump in his throat. "I'm not letting it go to some stranger," Alec said. Tears pricked at his eyes but he was good at hiding his emotions. He looked at Clara. "I want you have to my car," He said again quietly.
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Feb 27, 2015 19:46:16 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Feb 27, 2015 19:46:16 GMT -5
Clara pursed her lips. "Alec, I don't want your car," she said. She didn't want to just say that she didn't want his car because it would always represent the two people that she cared about most in the world leaving her, but she wasn't sure how else to say it. "You could just leave it for your parents or your sister or something, but I don't want it." Her voice faltered slightly towards the end of her statement. All she could do was hope that Alec understood.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 20:36:51 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 27, 2015 20:36:51 GMT -5
"I don't wnat them to have the car. I want you to have it," Alec said quietly. It was kind of stupid but that car was his favorite place. There were no machines in there and he always felt normal when he was in that car. His parents and sister would just sell it. He needed Clara to keep the car. He wouldn't be able to die peacefully he didn't even know why. He didn't understand how ot was so important. It was a car. A car that would be out dated in years to come.
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Feb 27, 2015 20:58:03 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Feb 27, 2015 20:58:03 GMT -5
Clara just shook her head, getting angry now even if she knew she shouldn't be. "I don't want you fucking car, Alec, I want my best friend!" she yelled, standing up as the tears finally spilled over onto her cheeks. Catching herself, she took a deep breath and clutched the back of her neck like it was some sort of safety net. Why had she said that? Why couldn't she keep it together? Alec had no control over what was happening to him, but for some reason Clara felt like it was his fault somehow.
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Jun 20, 2016 12:12:22 GMT -5
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Feb 27, 2015 21:08:01 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Feb 27, 2015 21:08:01 GMT -5
Alec pursed his lips. He didn't want to die either. "I can't help it," Alec said quietly. He closed his laptop and stood up. "I can't help it, " He said again. He would if he could. He didn't want to die. He tried to except it but he couldn't. He just hugged Clara.
"I'm so sorry," Alec said quietly. Part of him was feeling bad. Part of him remembering how him and Clara felt when Emmett died. At least him and Clara had each other.
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