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Oct 5, 2014 8:29:57 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Oct 5, 2014 8:29:57 GMT -5
"Idon't want pity sex." Alec said. He shook his head and looed at Clara. "Would you want pity sex?" He asked, he hated this whole cancer thing, it was stupid and pointless.
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Jun 23, 2016 14:50:43 GMT -5
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Oct 5, 2014 8:34:22 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Oct 5, 2014 8:34:22 GMT -5
Clara shrugged. "Yeah, I see your point," she said. Clara wheeled Alec over by a bench and then sat down. "I'm just being stupid." Clara put her head in her hands and sighed.
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Oct 5, 2014 9:09:18 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Oct 5, 2014 9:09:18 GMT -5
"I get the whole wanting to live for the time we hve left ut living is extremly exhausting lately." Alec said quietly. He looked over at Clara. "It sucks but this is the way life is.s"
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Oct 5, 2014 9:24:23 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Oct 5, 2014 9:24:23 GMT -5
Clara didn't look up, and she really wasn't paying that much attention to what Alec was saying. "I used to actually have something worth living for," she said, thinking of Emmett. She missed him more than she could say, and there were times when she wanted to die just for the chance to be with him again.
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Oct 5, 2014 9:28:56 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Oct 5, 2014 9:28:56 GMT -5
"I've never had something worth living for but I'm still here Istill figh, I could've died years ago if I would've just given up but didn't why? I don't know." Alec said quietly. He leaned back against the chair and just looked at Clara having no idea on how to help.
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Oct 5, 2014 9:30:55 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Oct 5, 2014 9:30:55 GMT -5
"I just want him back," she said, fighting back tears. "It's not fair. There are so many terrible people in this world that get to live, but no, Emmett's dead. It's not fucking fair." Clara hadn't actually talked about Emmett with anyone for a long time, and she was almost wishing that she hadn't decided to talk about it because it felt terrible.
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Oct 5, 2014 12:16:28 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Oct 5, 2014 12:16:28 GMT -5
Alec sighed,"you can't fix the past." Alec said he wasn't really sure how to help, he always seemed to suck at helping when people were sad.
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Oct 5, 2014 12:24:34 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Oct 5, 2014 12:24:34 GMT -5
Clara just shook her head and held back her tears until she finally pulled herself back together. "We should probably go back inside," she said, standing up. Today wasn't the best day, but she knew that it could have been a lot worse.
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Oct 5, 2014 13:54:16 GMT -5
Post by Alec Kress on Oct 5, 2014 13:54:16 GMT -5
Alec looked over at Clara,"if you wanna go somehwere we can Ijust don't think I'm gonna get laid looking the way Ido."Alec said with a small laugh. He smiled at her trying to be friendly.
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Oct 5, 2014 15:32:23 GMT -5
Post by Clara Austin on Oct 5, 2014 15:32:23 GMT -5
Clara looked up then sighed. "Tomorrow, maybe?" she said. "My moods kind of gone to shit." Clara loved clubbing and all things remotely scandalous, but thinking about Emmett made her just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.
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