May 6, 2015 11:22:18 GMT -5
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Sept 30, 2014 7:18:57 GMT -5
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Post by Ash Caplin on Sept 30, 2014 7:18:57 GMT -5
"No, I - uh - I developed it when I was, like, ten. I was always a really nervous kid anyway, and then family shit happened and, next thing you know, I can't seem to leave a room with turning the handle seven times and double checking it's actually shut three times. It kinda, well, it just got worse from there." Ash smiled shyly then, glancing down at the floor before looking up at Chris again, admittedly a little ashamed of the fact he hadn't actually managed to kick the bad habits he developed when he was little.
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Dec 9, 2014 10:40:14 GMT -5
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"Can't take the kid from the fight take the fight from the kid Sit back, relax Sit back, relapse."
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Sept 30, 2014 7:34:48 GMT -5
Post by Christopher Marks on Sept 30, 2014 7:34:48 GMT -5
"I've had an eating disorder for four years." Chris said quietly. "I never bothered fixing it....I don't really care to anymore...." losing weight has become an addiction to Chris. It's not something he really wanted to fix he wanted to stay this skinny because being 5' 11" and 80lbs just wasn't skinny enough for Chris.
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May 6, 2015 11:22:18 GMT -5
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Sept 30, 2014 7:58:43 GMT -5
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Post by Ash Caplin on Sept 30, 2014 7:58:43 GMT -5
Ash fell silent for a moment, honestly trying to figure out how to respond. He still just wanted to wrap Chris into a hug and not let go, even though he was fairly positive that you shouldn't so that with people you considered accquintances - that kind of thing was meant for friends. He didn't, deciding to just leave it, biting his lip before finally responding "that's shit, I'm sorry," there was a pause, before he finally added, "do you want to do something? I mean, we're kind just stood here awkwardly." Smiling, he shoved his hands into his back pockets, not quite sure why he wanted to spend more time with the guy, but deciding not to question it.
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Dec 9, 2014 10:40:14 GMT -5
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Sept 30, 2014 8:01:58 GMT -5
Post by Christopher Marks on Sept 30, 2014 8:01:58 GMT -5
" Don't it's no big deal." Chris said quietly. He was always pretty quiet when he talked. "Sure but there's not much to do." Chris said he always had trouble figuring out what to do everything was boring here.
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May 6, 2015 11:22:18 GMT -5
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Sept 30, 2014 8:16:47 GMT -5
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Post by Ash Caplin on Sept 30, 2014 8:16:47 GMT -5
"We could do your history project," Ash joked, grinning at Chris as he raised an eyebrow at him, only slightly joking. He didn't actually know why he wanted to hang around with him so much, maybe it was just because he hadn't actually come close to having a friend before? Either way, he didn't dare question it, biting his lip as he waited for Chris to respond. It was a stupid idea, he knew that, and yet he kind of hoped Chris would agree to it anyway.
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Sept 30, 2014 8:18:59 GMT -5
Post by Christopher Marks on Sept 30, 2014 8:18:59 GMT -5
Chris laughed a little,"I'd rather fail." Chris said. Chris hated school he really sucked at it so that meant he hated it "what do you do for run?" Chris asked. He hoped maybe ash would know what to do.
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May 6, 2015 11:22:18 GMT -5
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Sept 30, 2014 8:30:34 GMT -5
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Post by Ash Caplin on Sept 30, 2014 8:30:34 GMT -5
"I, uh, I read..." Ash trailed off, biting his lip as he tried to figure out something a little more interesting for them to do. Standing there was slowly becoming very dull, but Ash honestly had no idea what else they could do - the place really was dull when it came down to it. "We could, uh? I honestly have no idea, this place is so boring." Thinking of ways to make the days pass when did wasn't in therapy was slowly just becoming annoying, as the days he was usually ended with him say in his room, trying to forget everything that had just happened.
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Dec 9, 2014 10:40:14 GMT -5
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Sept 30, 2014 9:01:05 GMT -5
Post by Christopher Marks on Sept 30, 2014 9:01:05 GMT -5
" It is very boring here." Chris said with a sigh. "I normally sleep and if I'm forced to interact I just rrad." Chris slept a lot it was a side affect of not eating. He'd exercise if he was allowed but he wasn't normally allowed.
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